• Faith,  Grief,  Moving On

    In the In-Between

    The first time I allowed myself to work after IT happened, I expected to wrestle with feelings of guilt. I expected to be fuzzy and unable to focus. I prepared myself for the overwhelming nausea that would inevitably come from even attempting to think about anything other than IT. Instead, I felt an overwhelming amount of … freedom. Such a strange word to use and yet, that is the only and best way I can describe what came over me as I allowed myself to ignore the world, the people and the circumstances that were so far out of my control. I set aside everything and anything that was crushing…